2002-10-31, 4:05 a.m.
negative four minus four, count the points from zero to infinity. i'm lost. i've been spending the last month drowning numbers in cheap beer and lucky strikes, and occasionally swallowing little red and white capsules of synthetic bliss. i've never understood math anyway, i hate it and i can't do it. the distance from one to two; the same as the distance from zero to infinity - it just all keeps going. i've wasted this month and i've wasted away this month.
this is all just crazy talk, i guess. maybe mother did know best.
~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~