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DONE current song: come on home by franz ferdinand although my lover lives in a place that i can't live i kind of find i like a life this lonely it rips and pierces me in places i can't see i love the rip of nerves the rip that wakes me so come on home i'm where i want to be you're where you want to be come on we're chasing everything we've ever wanted i replace you easily replace pathetically i flirt with every flighty thing that falls my way but how i needed you when i needed you let's not forget we are so strong so bloody strong so come on home blue light falls upon your perfect skin falls and you draw back again falls and this is how i fell i cannot forget i cannot forget come on home come on home but don't forget to leave i wasted life, why wouldn't i waste the afterlife? so as of thursday, june 17 2004, i threw caution to the motherfucking wind. i bought a brand new car that i can't quite afford, but i'll make do somehow. i've decided that the least amount of work i can do and still get by will suffice. no more working myself to death in hopes for more. no more skipping meals because society dictates how i should look. no more phony self-help bullshit. it's time to live for me. it's time i do whatever the fuck i want to do. it's time to stand up for myself and say no to all the people sucking me dry, and it's time for me to take a stand against all the people ruling over my life. so, yes, i'm going to smoke and drink and pop pills and do every drug i can get my tiny little hands on. i'm going to blow my money on my new car, rent, cigarettes, coffee, and vicodin. i'm going to forget i have an ulcer and eat whatever i want to eat. i'm going to stroll into work late and they're going to like it because they need me; they know it and i know it. i'm so tired of all the crap i put up with every day of my life. i'm done with it all. life is short, and i'm going to make the best of it. back up motherfuckers. ~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~ get your own guestbook here |
