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nonsequitor poetry?
2006-10-16, 2:41 a.m.

current mood: introspective.

current song: sonata for piano and cello in g minor, op. 19 - 3 andante by rachmaninoff.

could one sing who hasn't words to fill their song?
but in breathless melodies that describe
feeling adaquately by itself
with notes that reverberate inside your mind
and bounce off the stars
and glide to the moon
like the light from the flame from a single candle that spreads
creeping gently up the walls, reaching for something more.

i haven't been poetic in quite some time. my muse had drifted away with the cold wind that had swept into my heart long before the cold of winter even reared its ugly head. but somehow she's back, bursting violently in again as she is wont to do, and i can never bar the door from her. all i can do is bolt from the room, light a cigarette, put some music on, and let her sing to the world through my tired, calloused fingers.

he makes me feel beautiful. i know that i am not, but for a brief moment i get the illusion that i am something more, something brilliant. and i lie there, wrapped up in dark and silence and breath and his arms and i can't help but feel different and bright...i'm rambling.

the music has switched itself to beethoven's 9th, which is appropriate because beautiful mischevious alex is the background on my computer now. real horrorshow, indeed. i fear that i have gotten too much sleep, and that i won't sleep at all tonight, which is indeed a pity since i have to work tomorrow.

how delightfully nonsequitor this entry has become. i think that i shall put it, and myself, to bed.

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