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for kenneth. current song: don't panic by coldplay oh we're sinking like stones all that we fought for all those places we've gone all of us are done for we live in a beautiful world yeah we do yeah we do we live in a beautiful world oh we're sinking like stones all that we fought for all those places we've gone all of us are done for we live in a beautiful world yeah we do yeah we do we live in a beautiful world oh all that i know there's nothing here to run from and there everybody here's got somebody to lean on savour the bittersweet taste of my sadness. enjoy the texture of my pain. but never look back at the past, lest, like lot's wife, you turn into a pillar of salt. forget the months i carried your fragile, broken spirit gently in my hands. turn a blind eye to the weeks i spent holding your hand to coax you out of your hiding spot. but mostly, ignore the day i left you because i couldn't give you anymore. you had your friend call to tell me that you couldn't do it without me. that you'd thrown up in a parking lot and that he thought you might hurt yourself. and i cared so much for you that i couldn't bear to see you fall apart and i came back. even though you were killing me. and i never took delight in hurting you, i just didn't know how to let you go before it really did kill me. and i apologized, over and over again until the words spun out of control dragging me down with your sadness. but please, savor my pain but not my pain; for if you have forgotten all that there was to us then you have forgotten me. and in that, delight in the drowning of a stranger. ~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~ get your own guestbook here |
