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end of another year.
2006-12-31, 3:40 a.m.

current mood: mindful of the past, a weary eye towards the bleak future.

current song: end of a century by blur.

she says there's ants in the carpet
dirty little monsters
eating all the morsels
picking up the rubbish
give her effervescence
she needs a little sparkle
good morning tv
you're looking so healthy

we all say
don't want to be alone
we wear the same clothes
cause we feel the same
we kiss with dry lips
when we say goodnight
end of a century
oh it's nothing special

sex on the TV
everybody's at it
the mind gets dirty
as you get closer to thirty
he gives her a cuddle
they're glowing in a huddle
good night tv
you're all made up
and you're looking like me

we all say
don't want to be alone
we wear the same clothes
cause we feel the same
we kiss with dry lips
when we say goodnight
end of a century
oh it's nothing special

it's the end of 2006, and for once i can't say that i've wasted all of it. i've held my job for a little over a year now. i've decided what i'm going to do as a career for the rest of my life. i've decided where i want to be in 2 years, and maybe even 5. i've got new year's resolutions already made, and the ball hasn't even dropped. i thought i'd get them out now, as i start my permanent 24 tomorrow and i'll be celebrating the new year in an emergency room somewhere.

1. start a diet/exercise plan, and lose at least 72 lbs. by jan. 1st 2008. (that's 6 lbs. a month, or 2 lbs. roughly a week, starting monday.)

2. get myself into a paramedic program by fall.

3. reduce the number of times i am late to work to at most once a month. (i know it sounds stupid to most of you, but i have to say it.)

4. quit smoking. (yes, i'm going to, even though i said i'd never quit.)

5. start being more assertive, especially when people ask you to pick up shifts and you don't really want to.

i think that 5 resolutions are plenty, as long as i stick to them. i've got to get my life in line, and maybe if i set some rules and follow them, it will help.

well, i should sleep a little. i've got to be up at 6.

~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~

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