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my return to the wired...again.
2007-11-18, 7:52 p.m.

current mood: drifting.

current song: don't panic by coldplay.

oh we're sinking like stones
all that we fought for
all those places we've gone
all of us are done for

we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world

oh we're sinking like stones
all that we fought for
all those places we've gone
all of us are done for

we live in a beautiful world
yeah we do yeah we do
we live in a beautiful world

oh all that i know
there's nothing here to run from
and there everybody here's got somebody to lean on

this is my return to the wired...again. it's strange, my last entry was on the 18th of august, and here i am back on the 18th of november...i've been quite busy. and now, all of a sudden, i'm not going to be any flavour of busy for quite some time.

i was laid off of my job on thursday. i don't care. i have liquor and pain pills and people that will deliver food right to my house and a carton of cigarettes in the freezer.

you know who you are...i want to finish The Saturday Conversation. it's eating holes in me. maybe you're not ready to hear the things that i want to tell you, and maybe you're scared of the possibilities. but you can't run scared forever.

i know, of all people, that the heaviest burden is a great potential. i know that for sure. and maybe if you told me what you're so scared of, i'd let it go and it wouldn't kill me to think about it and not be able to talk about it...i know how it is to be different. different in the way that you are. i just don't talk about it, because talking about this to someone who doesn't have it is like telling a blind person how beautiful the sky is...

like it or not, darling, you are what you are. and it will eat holes in you too, if you try to ignore it.

i have to say this, here and now; i love you. i love you in so many ways. and i don't want to see you fall the way that i have fallen.

~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~

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