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new year, new me? 2008-01-06, 10:10 p.m.
current mood: so tired...but it's the good kind of tired.
current song: la regina della notte, aria from il flauto magico - written by mozart, sung by maria callas. i won't copy the words here.
she told me to go to bed, and i should. i am, however, not only in the mood to write for a minute, but famous for my disobedience of good advice.
it's actually kind of depressing but wholly refreshing at the same time, but i find myself here in the new year a bit of a new person. i finally have a bank account. i go to bed early, and wake up early. i'm going to the gym on a regular basis. i have a job as a secretary. it appears as though i am finally "growing up", so to speak...
it's boring, yet comforting. maybe i will be all the things i want to be, finally. i need to start looking at schools, and finding the money. and i need to get my credit straightened out, which i will do tomorrow on my lunch break.
yawn. i guess there are still interesting things to look forward to, like deciding what i'm going to do with the rest of my life...but all of that is just planning. and i hate planning for the future. those things never turn out.
this is turning into the most boring entry ever. i'm going to bed. g'night, kids.
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