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the edge of seventeen is long gone. current song: edge of seventeen by stevie nicks otherwise known as THE BEST SONG EVER RECORDED just like the white winged dove sings a song sounds like she's singing ooh ooh ooh and the days go by like a strand in the wind in the web that is my own i begin again said to my friend baby (everything stop) nothing else mattered he was no more (he was no more) than a baby then well he seemed broken hearted something within him but the moment that i first laid eyes on him all alone on the edge of seventeen just like the white winged dove sings a song sounds like she's singing ooh ooh ooh well i went today maybe i will go again tomorrow yeah yeah well the music there well it was hauntingly familiar when i see you doing what i try to do for me with their words of a poet and a voice from a choir and a melody nothing else mattered just like the white winged dove sings a song sounds like she's singing ooh ooh ooh the clouds never expect it when it rains but the sea changes colors but the sea does not change so with the slow graceful flow of age i went forth with an age old desire to please on the edge of seventeen just like the white winged dove sings a song sounds like she's singing ooh ooh ooh well then suddenly there was no one left standing in the hall yeah yeah in a flood of tears that no one really ever heard fall at all when i went searching for an answer up the stairs and down the hall not to find an answer just to hear the call of a night bird singing come away (come away come away) just like the white winged dove sings a song sounds like she's singing ooh ooh ooh well i hear you (well i hear you) in the morning (in the morning) and i hear you (and i hear you) at nightfall (at nightfall) sometime to be near you is to be unable to hear you my love i'm a few years older than you (i'm a few years older than you) just like the white winged dove sings a song sounds like she's singing ooh ooh ooh two thirds through my typing of the lyrics, and halfway through my cigarette my pills kicked in, which is what i'd been waiting on. hopefully i'll get something like six and a half hours of sleep and then wake up on time for work, though knowing me, i'll be late as per usual. i don't know why i can't get a normal sleep pattern established. even when i was working day car, a set schedule, i couldn't. i'll get it going for like three days, and then i'll stay up late because i can't sleep, and here i am again. and then it'll get so fucked up that i'll spend a day taking a series of naps whenever i can squeeze them in until i'm so tired that everything starts to blur together and then i'll go to bed as soon as i get home, and it'll last for three or four more days. i don't understand my body or my mind, and i probably never will. oh well. i think i might go apply to work in toledo hospital er as a registration girl. a little birdie told me that they'll be hiring soon, and i can work midnights in a hospital there. there's no smoking on the hospital campus, which blows, but maybe it'll help me cut down. and i don't know if i can stand that long, but i'll try. i have to do something...i'm going stir crazy and i'm tired of not having any money. plus, i forgot how much it sucks to be in the service industry, but this bar tending job has quickly reminded me. we hates it. plus, i'm really not making enough money to stay. i do love all the people that i work with, and watching all the queens is pretty hilarious, but it really does kill me to be on my feet that long, and i'm so short that i have a hard time reaching everything. i thought larry was going to pee himself when he saw me hanging out of the beer cooler because i couldn't reach the ones on the bottom. ok, i'm out. night kids. ~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~ get your own guestbook here |
