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blurry again. current song: not an addict by k's choice. breathe it in and breathe it out and pass it on it's almost out we're so creative and so much more we're high above but on the floor it's not a habit it's cool i feel alive if you don't have it your on the other side the deeper you stick it in your vein the deeper the thoughts there's no more pain i'm in heaven i'm a god i'm everywhere i feel so hot it's not a habit it's cool i feel alive if you don't have it your on the other side i'm not an addict maybe that's a lie it's over now i'm cold alone i'm just a person on my own nothing means a thing to me oh nothing means a thing to me it's not a habit it's cool i feel alive if you don't have it you're on the other side i'm not an addict maybe that's a lie free me leave me watch me as i'm going down free me see me look at me i'm falling and i'm falling it is not a habit it is cool i feel alive i feel it is not a habit it is cool i feel alive i don't even remember when i take them anymore. everything since friday has been a blur of light and dark, noise and quiet, a full house, an empty house, and the phone ringing. this last month has been a blur, who am i kidding. i can't say that the thunderstorm woke me, as i was never really asleep, but it roused me and put me in the mood to write here. i had no idea it had been almost a month since my last entry. that morphine did some crazy things to my brain. i'm going to go try and sleep. ~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~ get your own guestbook here |
