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everything - meh.
2008-07-04, 2:12 a.m.

current mood: sore and frustrated.

current song: your redneck past by ben folds five.

choose
from any number of magazines
who do you want to be
billy idol or kool moe dee

if you're afraid they might discover your redneck past
there are a hundred ways to cover your redneck past
they'll never send you home

roots
the funny limbs that grow underground
that keep you from falling down
don't you think that you'll need them now

just find a place where no one knows of your redneck past
yeah you can easily dispose of your redneck past
you'll show them all back home

desole
je suis american
please cook my steak again
je suis american
desole
je ne parle pas francais

laws
vary from state to state
getcha some books on tape
to learn about holes in space

if you're afraid they might uncover your redneck ass
there are a hundred ways to cover your redneck past
it's good to be back home


i forgot how awesome that song is. i hadn't heard this album in forever because my copy got lost or eaten or stolen or who knows what. i dunno.

yeah. the whole moving thing? a very slow process. the whole work thing? i didn't do a whole lot of it this week.

what did i do?

i played WoW. lots of it. for hours on end. it's nice to escape and not have to think about anything but whether or not i'm going to get mobbed.

i'm also not excited about the fact that i have to go to the lake this weekend, for a "family gathering" of sorts. i love my dad, and my siblings. i don't want to deal with laurie. that's the problem.

i want to pack my shit in my car and drive about 500 miles away and not deal with anyone or anything again. unfortunately, as i know quite well, it doesn't work that way. everything follows you - it finds you, it searches you out. and then, there it is, clouding up the new life you've built, ruining everything again.

i'm still thinking that it would be easier if i didn't exist, but i'm way too chickenshit to kill myself, so don't worry all none of you that read this.

meh. i don't care anymore.

~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~

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