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i miss him
2003-01-02, 6:34 a.m.

current mood: disgruntled


current song:Hey Jupiter by Tori Amos off the Boys For Pele album


no one's picking up the phone

guess it's me and me

and this little massochist

she's ready to confess all the things

that i never thought that she could feel

hey jupiter

nothing's been the same

so are you gay

are you blue

thought we both could use a friend to run to

and i thought i

wouldn't have to be with you

something new

sometimes i breathe you in

and i know you know

and sometimes you take a swim

found your writing on my wall

if my heart's soaking wet

boy your boots can leave a mess

hey jupiter

nothing's been the same

so are you gay

are you blue

thought we both could use a friend to run to

and i thought you wouldn't have to keep

with me

hiding

thought i knew myself so well

all the dolls had

took my leather off the shelf

your apocalypse was fab

for a girl who couldn't choose

between the shower or the bath

and i thought i wouldn't have to be with you

a magazine

no one's picking up the phone

guess it's clear he's gone

and this little masochist

is lifting up her dress

guess i thought i could never feel the things

i feel

hey jupiter

nothing's been the same

so are you gay

are you blue

thought we both could use a friend to run to

hey jupiter

nothing's been the same

so are you safe

now we're through

thought we both could use a friend to run to

hey jupiter

he didn't email. i guess i don't get any closure...maybe he'll get on when he gets up and see my email and want to go have breakfast or something...i hope. we'll see. but at any rate...

i learned three very important things tonight at work.

1.) i should never listen to the early evening at work. it just makes me really depressed because i can't help but think about all those wonderful times in nashville. for those of you reading this who don't know about t.e.e., check out their page here.

2.) shrink wrap as a scarf is very faux pas.

3.) chasing the early evening with tori amos is the worst mistake i could ever make. having too much time to think is a killer, just like cranial rectosis.

i hope he emails, or just shows up here. i hope the samurai doesn't wake up in the meantime. i just don't want to deal with him right now, as much as i love him.

i want to play some music but eryn-chan and that guy are playing ddr and i don't want to mess them up. i know how much i hate it when people play music while i try to play.

i want to go to bed but i want to stay up in case...

in case he comes over or mails. i don't want to miss it again.

i don't want to miss him anymore, but i will for the rest of my life. that's the price i'll pay for messing this all up so badly.

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