current mood: disgruntled
current song:Hey Jupiter by Tori Amos off the Boys For Pele album
no one's picking up the phone
guess it's me and me
and this little massochist
she's ready to confess all the things
that i never thought that she could feel
hey jupiter
nothing's been the same
so are you gay
are you blue
thought we both could use a friend to run to
and i thought i
wouldn't have to be with you
something new
sometimes i breathe you in
and i know you know
and sometimes you take a swim
found your writing on my wall
if my heart's soaking wet
boy your boots can leave a mess
hey jupiter
nothing's been the same
so are you gay
are you blue
thought we both could use a friend to run to
and i thought you wouldn't have to keep
with me
hiding
thought i knew myself so well
all the dolls had
took my leather off the shelf
your apocalypse was fab
for a girl who couldn't choose
between the shower or the bath
and i thought i wouldn't have to be with you
a magazine
no one's picking up the phone
guess it's clear he's gone
and this little masochist
is lifting up her dress
guess i thought i could never feel the things
i feel
hey jupiter
nothing's been the same
so are you gay
are you blue
thought we both could use a friend to run to
hey jupiter
nothing's been the same
so are you safe
now we're through
thought we both could use a friend to run to
hey jupiter
he didn't email. i guess i don't get any closure...maybe he'll get on when he gets up and see my email and want to go have breakfast or something...i hope. we'll see. but at any rate...
i hope he emails, or just shows up here. i hope the samurai doesn't wake up in the meantime. i just don't want to deal with him right now, as much as i love him.
i want to play some music but eryn-chan and that guy are playing ddr and i don't want to mess them up. i know how much i hate it when people play music while i try to play.
i want to go to bed but i want to stay up in case...
in case he comes over or mails. i don't want to miss it again.
i don't want to miss him anymore, but i will for the rest of my life. that's the price i'll pay for messing this all up so badly.