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it all returns to nothing.
2003-04-23, 9:00 a.m.

current mood: sparkly from suckin' on the 'tussin. recovering from illness.

current song: kom susser todd from the NGE OST

i know

i know i've let you down

i've been a fool to myself

i thought that i could live for noone else

but now through all the hurt and pain

it's time for me to respect

the ones you love mean more than anything

so with sadness in my heart i feel the best thing i can do is end it all and leave forever

what's done is done it feels so bad

what once was happy now is sad

i'll never love again

my world is ending

i wish that i could turn back time

'cause now the guilt is all mine

can't live without the trust from those you love

i know we can't forget the past

you can't forget love and pride

because of that it's killing me inside

it all returns to nothing

it just keeps tumbling down

tumbling down

tumbling down

it all returns to nothing

i just keep letting me down

letting me down

letting me down

in my heart of hearts i know that i could never love again

i've lost everything

everything

everything that matters to me

matters in this world

i wish that i could turn back time

'cause now the guilt is all mine

can't live without the trust from those you love

i know we can't forget the past

you can't forget love and pride

because of that it's killing me inside

it all returns to nothing

it just keeps tumbling down

tumbling down

tumbling down

it all returns to nothing

i just keep letting me down

letting me down

letting me down

must...find...apartment...i can only tolerate my family for a short period of time, and the end of my nerves is fast approaching.

heh, NERV.

"so, it all returns to nothing."

"no, it all returns to the begining."

~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~

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