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yeah, well, all is fair in love...
2004-07-03, 3:26 a.m.

current mood: the most relaxed i've been in weeks.

current song: wish you were here by pink floyd

so you think you can tell
heaven from hell
blue skies from pain
can you tell a green field
from a cold steel rail?
a smile from a veil?
do you think you can tell?

and did they get you to trade
your heros for ghosts?
hot ashes for trees?
hot air for a cool breeze?
cold comfort for change?
and did you exchange
a walk on part in the war
for a lead role in a cage?

how i wish
how i wish you were here
we're just two lost souls
swimming in a fish bowl
year after year
running over the same old ground
and what have we found?
the same old fears
wish you were here

i took a nice long bath and shaved tonight when i got home from work. it felt nice to lay in the bath tub as long as i wanted without interruption. i got on my d'land and noticed two things: 1) that the red-on-black thing i had going on was a little hard to read, so i changed it; and 2) that philosiphr hasn't updated in quite some time, when he usually updates way more than me.

i'm worried about philosiphr, though he may not think that i care. apparently from his d'land, it seems like he thinks i never cared or only partially cared. hurt does funny things to people.

at any rate, he hasn't updated in 10 days. i can't remember if he has internet now or not, so that might be part of it. it seems that he harbors some anger towards me still, and i understand that. i don't expect him to ever want to talk to me again. i suppose that i can deal with that as well. however, i'm always going to read his diary, whether we talk to each other or not. that is unless he locks it because he doesn't want me to read it, or just stops writing in it. it's his life, and i can see why he wouldn't want the one girl who hurt him to poke her ugly little nose in.

i guess all is fair in love and war.

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