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~*~ the here and now. ~*~ the done and gone. ~*~ who am i? ~*~ find more like me ~*~
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the end of the proverbial rope
2003-12-23, 3:42 a.m.

current mood: not good.

current song: you don't care about us by placebo

if it's a bad day
you try to suffocate
another memory scarred
if it's a bad case
then you accelerate
you're in the getaway car

you don't care about us...
you don't care about us

if it's a bad case
you're on the rampage
another memory scarred
you're in the wrong place
you're on the back page
you're in the getaway car

you don't care about us...
you don't care about us

it's your age
it's my rage
it's your age
it's my rage

you're too complicated
we should seperate it
you're just confiscating
you're exasperating
this degeneration
mental masturbation
think i'll leave it all behind
save this bleeding heart of mine

it's a matter of trust

because
you don't care about us

(you're too complicated
we should seperate it
you're just confiscating
you're exasperating
this degeneration
mental masturbation
think i'll leave it all behind
save this bleeding heart of mine)

it's your age
it's my rage
it's your age
it's my rage

it's been a bad couple of days. i'm not a happy girl. i guess whatever i want doesn't matter. my whole job in life is to please other people, right? i'm done. i'm going to start looking out for me, instead of the rest of the world. i've tried. i have.

i've tried to please the world, and well, it doesn't work, now does it?

i don't know what to do anymore. i never do. how am i so...inadequate? how have i failed ao badly? how do i fail so badly at everything? and now...now i'm in between a rock and a hard place. i have to do something, even if it means clawing out tooth and nail.

out? up? which direction do i go? i can't go down any farther.

~*~ immediate yesterday. ~*~ divination. ~*~

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