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2004-09-25, 8:48 p.m.
current mood: not hungover anymore, thank god.
current song: manhattan avenue by nellie mckay
so i know what i'm not supposed to know. and i'm not allowed to let them know that i know what i know. so i'm tiptoeing around this issue when i talk to any of the guys, because i don't want to start a fight. i don't want to be that girl who "checks up" on her boy, and makes sure that he stays out of trouble and stuff, because that's not how this was...i didn't even ask about this. i didn't want to know. and i'm not mad a jeremy, i'm mad at his friends for being idiots. good god. and now i'm sitting here talking to carr and i'm just so pissed off about this...i was such a bitch when i came home yesterday because i already knew.
now i'm not mad at jeremy at all because of two reasons:
one) because none of this was his fault, and
two) he was man enough to say no.
it proves that he loves me. i'm so glad that he does.
good god. i can't believe that they were so stupid. i wish i didn't know.
ignorance should be bliss.
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