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opiates and pain.
2006-02-14, 10:33 p.m.

current mood: pissed and beaten. it's really no big deal. it happens all the time - it's no big deal...

current song: precious things by tori amos.

so i ran faster
but it caught me here
yes my loyalties turned
like my ankle
in the seventh grade
running after billy
running after the rain

these precious things
let them bleed
let them wash away
these precious things
let them break
their hold on me

he said you're really an ugly girl
but i like the way you play
and i died
but i thanked him
can you believe that
sick sick
holding on to his picture
dressing up every day
i wanna smash the faces
of those beautiful boys
those christian boys
so you can make me cum
that doesn't make you jesus

these precious things
let them bleed
let them wash away
these precious things
let them break
their hold on me

i remember
yes
in my peach party dress
no one dared
no one cared
to tell me
where the pretty girls are
those demigods
with their nine-inch nails
and little fascist panties
tucked inside the heart
of every nice girl

these precious things
let them bleed
let them wash away
these precious things
let them break
their hold on me

paperwork, paperwork, and more paperwork. and lauren the dispatcher hates me, since it was her fault in the first place that i'm in all this mess...ugh. but i heard from the partner i had on friday, and he's doing ok despite two black eyes and a broken nose, and as far as i've heard the patient is doing well. i think that he got released today. i don't know since we were cross-country 17 today.

yeah, so here's what we did today. we went from bay park to the wright harvey house; from there to south to get the bari cot; from there to v's to arbors of toledo; from arbors back to v's (still with the bari) to arbors of waterville; from there to muo (still with the bari) to arbors of sylvania; back to south to drop off the bari; from south to back to bay park to orchard villa; from orchard villa to the cdc to poor marcia's house (she'd been waiting for pickup for two hours when we got there); from marcia's house to luke's, ending at manor @ perrysburg. then we had to go to central to drop off the squad, and then i had to go to south to finish the incident report and make out a run report.

so we went to v's to pick up a certain usual suspect who lives at arbors of toledo, because he finally let himself get admitted to the hospital...he's been septic as shit for the last week. aparently his nurse at arbors told him either to sign the dnr cc or they'd wait for him to pass out from the septic shock and then they'd send him code 3 to get admitted. he relented to the whole thing and checked into v's of his own accord, where he drove the 5th floor nurses insane and pushed his call button repeatedly for no reason and refused to let them bathe him. we went to get him because they were discharging him, and as we were moving the king of blubber, i pulled my back the wrong way. it didn't bother me until our 3rd bari cot run (and the 2nd one was betty, and she certainly doesn't need that huge thing...) when i was pulling this bigger girl who has fixators everywhere into her bed and i nearly passed out.

but i'm a bad ass. i say nothing. in fact, i'm such a dumb n00b13 that i didn't say anything until it was nearly 1700. my back's been hurting since thursday when i worked with �bern00b, since he can't lift for shit, but today i think i fucked it up good. so i've taken an oxycontin or two, and my pupils are already dialating from the opiate goodness. in just a little bit i'll be able to lay down and sleep the blissful sleep of the stoned. aah, better living through chemistry...

at any rate, i think i'm going to go and laaaaaaaaay dddoooooooooowwwwwwnnnnn........

lindsay has bsod'd...

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